Finally a change in template! Shall temporarily move away from white templates for now.. Haha. But the picture doesn't seem to be appearing though.. If not it would have looked better! Lol. Anyway, can't believe holiday's gonna be over! School's gonna start in slightly more than two weeks' time. I'm really not looking forward to it at all. I can't imagine myself immersing in stress all over again. Shouldn't uni life be more relaxed than jc life? I wonder who was the one who said this. I really thought life would be better once the jc phase is over. But look at this. HAHA. Oh well. Shall start looking forward to the four months long break after the next semester! Haha. We've already got plans for a long vacation. Yay really can't wait! Singapore's not a place to rest and relax at all. Haha.

Nevertheless, I guess I didn't really waste this short break away. Except for some days when I really just nua-ed myself away playing stupid fb games and watching the countless dvds at home. Haha. But other than that, I guess I spent my time quite well. Going out with friends and family plus eat and shop and eat and shop and eat and shop! It's really nice to catch up with friends and doing crazy things all over again! But I also gotta apologise to some people for 'putting aeroplanes' for some of the outings! I think I'll be outcasted soon enough.. Lol. Oh yes. And I've made an achievement during this period of time too! It shouldn't be called an achievement actually.. Haha. But I think I'm finally willing to open my heart and accept her already! I really don't know how I could manage to do that. I remember before that I was really nasty to her and said really bad things to her. And that really soured the relationship between my brother and I. Things started to change when I started asking my brother about her and I was quite shocked when he was willing to tell me everything. Then she came over to the christmas party last week and that was the first time I said Hi to her and even talked to her abit. LOL. And that was the first time I've ever looked into her eyes and see her face properly. Previously I would just dao her and even threw my temper at her! Omg. Can't believe myself. Such a baddie. HAHA. I guess there's no way we can stop them from doing anything so we should just trust him and believe that he knows what he's doing. Right? Besides, his attitude towards me has improved too! And I think this is probably one of the major reasons. At least when I niao him now, he actually listens to me sometimes! HAHAHA! (Oh but he didn't finish the last piece of bread that i made for him for breakfast just now! Hmpf what a waste. LOL.) Okay I shall stop talking about this.. If not it would make me sound like some irritating old auntie. Haha.

Okay. Anyway, here comes the most important part of the post. Regarding my previous post, please forgive me for my stupidity and my bad at handling this matter! I was caught by surprise too really. But I guess there's nothing to conceal anymore. Hope you all won't be too upset with me. Long ago I really wanted to say everything already but I really didn't know how to. I guess you know that based on my character, I'm really not the kind who can so easily say everything and pretend it's nothing! It's so difficult for me you know. So please don't blame me for taking so long to let you guys know. I really didn't mean to do that.

Inside joke. But I think at least someone should know what it means.. I got the inspiration from her blog. HAHA.

Okay, a sense of relief for me now. Can't wait for you to come back tomorrow! AND I WANT MY MACBOOK NOW! Think I'll be spending the remaining days of the holiday staying at home and figuring out how to use it. Haha.